Died
Part of me died today.
U killed that part.
Even tho, i know i was right, it died right off…
Instead of getting that good feeling of a confirmation you were right, it didn’t feel a bit of satisfaction. Just hurt.
I need a sign.
Is there still hope inside of me?
Second part of me died today. Second time. I wonder, how many parts are there left?
One? None? Two? Ten?
Gentle.
Avoiding self destruct mode.
Can’t avoid auto closing mode.
Back to square zero.
Another start.
Cruel.
When will i have the chance of living it out to the fullest extend?
Did i let my only chance pass?
You were right. I shouldn’t have been there.
I won’t be, ever again.
Who wants to kill another piece of me?
I’m not giving away the whole package. a-a.
Why do you think you deserve the whole package?
I still want to believe. Still.
February 2nd, 2010 at 7:59 pm
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